It's so hard, honestly. Even if this won't change that much in practice, it feels like they're both being rushed out of town for no good reason, and that's really hard to bear up under. I'm managing, but I'm also putting a brave face on the situation even to myself.

I could talk all day about this, but I doubt it would help either of us. I'm managing, okay even, but for a certain understanding of "okay." The fact this is the best any of us can manage is just wrong.

Thinking of you too. We all deserve better.